It is easy to tell among girls which are familiar with their condition and which are not. Once a girl understands that she is slave, and that there is no escape for her, once she understands it truly, emotionally . categorically, intellectually , physiologically, totally, deeply, profoundly, in every cell in her beautiful body, a transformation accures in her. She then knows she is truly slave. She then becomes wild and free, and sexual, and cares not thatshe might be scorned by the free either for her miserable condition or helpless appetites; she knows she will be what she must; she has no choice; she is slave Beasts of Gor pg 55 As of October 2008, I have ６ active years in the lifestyle. Yes I know, that means I started young, but I'm not your average 20 year old and I'm not your average submissive. I despise the widespread epidemic of "doormat-ism" and I have a mind and opinions of my own (which I will gladly share with you should you care to know). As it stands right now, I am only seeking friends until I return to the US in July of 2009 (I am in Japan until then). However, I enjoy meeting new people and I would be delighted and honored if you sent me a message, no matter the reason (save for BDSM Spam Mail... see below for details) -BDSM SPAM MAIL ALERT- I am going to apologize ahead of time to some of you who might feel a little hurt when I don't return your email. If you don't get a response here's a "BDSM Spam" Self-check for you to take (I'm very generous, so don't worry, this one's on the house). SPAM Self Check Test 1) Did your email in anyway shape or form basically command me to be your slave? 2) Was your email unintelligible (i.e. grammar, syntax, spelling, etc... made no sense) 3) Are you a submissive male sending me a "dominant" email 4) Was your email a simple comment on my physical appearance? 5) Did your email contain a short (3 words or less) message and you have nothing in your profile? If you answered "yes" to any of these questions, congratulations: you have been regarded as BDSM spam mail. No offense, but I'm a college student, I already don't have enough time as it is to get things done let alone sending follow up emails that do nothing If you answered no to all of those question then I really am sorry, I will be returning your message as soon as possible. Quite often I pop on to read my messages then pop off for lack of time. So I beg that you forgive my tardy reply.